tangina lang . bakit ba ganito nangyayari sakin di ko talga maitindihan. bwisit ka b bat ka ba ganyan!

bwisit bakit di ko sineseryoso biro nya ha! pero inaamin ko kinikilig ako dun as in pero di ako malandi ! alam ko naman nagloloko lang sya pero wag nya sanang isipin na nag aasume ako ! asa! nakakainis!

hey crush i exist!

dear crush? do you ever think of me? do you ever feel the same way as i do? do you ever know how it feels to be lost ? lost in your love seeking for your love , waiting for you to care about me? you know for me hoping for someones love is a burden . why ? because you keep on holding it even though you know it hurts you a lot you this is something unexpected why do you always make me feel this way ? i'm broken not because of you but in so many things in my life that i can't hardly explain . i will keep this kind of feeling forever , i will keep those secrets of mine forever . i am thankful because this blog allows me to show my own thoughts freely i will keep this blog as my diary of sorrow . i thankful because you don't even see me and you don't even talk to me i guess im not existing in your life. and im not that kind of girl that everyone love everyone's sweetheart but i am telling you if you could only knew the real me that's magic .

I seek for happiness and it comes , but just for a while . no one  knows what's the true meaning of happiness. .  

I want to be a living zombie , and i want someone who will take away my burden from being a monster. i guess that's love .

She is the most beautiful woman i ever met in the world of animation  . her  name is  rea sanka  but the title of the show  was sankarea this is the most beautiful manga I've ever read in my whole life and she is the most amazing girl in the world of anime. i love this weird zombie story . 

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MY WISH IS ....

Another year ends. i wish this will be the year of my happiness. i wish my happiness will come this year. 2013! please give me the happiness i want. a "HAPPINESS" that will never end even though the year ends.